I'm not sure what else I can do? I'm really trying here-I'm trying to save up, make it, not get depressed or frustrated. But it's getting really difficult.
I know-in a few years, or months (hopefully) I'll look back on this time and laugh. Well, I'm hoping so.
My airbed-my island of wonderfulness-has a leak. Now I would have fixed this leak-covered it with tape or something; but I couldn't find it. I was hoping I was wrong and that I had accidentally left the valve open-but alas-it has a leak and will not stay filled. I don't know what recently happened to cause this-since it's been up for over a week now and hasn't had an issue. But it happened.
I feel like giving in-I feel like throwing the towel. The saving grace is that I can't. I have not job anywhere else. So, I have no options but to make this work. And I'm going to-I just don't want to sleep on the floor for the next 3 months!
But I'll laugh about it later. I'll laugh about it later.
I'll laugh about it when my neighbors shut up and let me go to sleep on my little bed of blankets and comfortors!
