The Couch Chronicles!

As i reminisce for the next couple days on the couch...

How it all began:
Ozzy Osbourne.  Yep-that's how it all began.  I was just working the event.  Everything going well.  Heck I even sprinted down the line outside (a few hundred people) to find Natalie in the middle of leather clad, Sabbath T-Shirt wearing, chain jingling from pockets, people.  I was feeling good!  I get back inside, check in with my awesome G group-they were chilling in Bargain and cleaning up after themselves.  My DM radios that Ozzy has arrived and I'm needed in the music department to take my post at the table.  (Yep I was at the signing table-shooing and thanking all of the fans for coming and waiting for insanely long hours).  In the few brief minutes before Ozzy came out to the table, and I was patiently waiting at my post, the next name that is infamous in this story is Bernie Gonzalez.  He was at the entrance to the music department. 

He called my name; for a reason that I've still yet to figure out. Because I think he just wanted to tell me that we were starting soon or something (which I already knew).  Well i travel on over to him-a mere 10-15 feet from my post.  Not far, not rocky or difficult terrain-flat-like comepletely flat-in a store-so it has to be flat.  Nothing to trip over, because well there usually isn't anything to trip over, but we were being doublysure of that since Ozzy would be walking through.  So Bernie shares his message with me (again I don't remember it being of any real importance, but I honestly don't remember because after that moment I was in a whole lot of pain, and on an adrenaline rush working at Ozzy's table); and i turn to head back to my post, I believe as i was turning a corner around a fixture perhaps is when my knee decided it didn't want to continue in the most logical sense.  I felt weird-wasn't where it should be.  I thought it would go back to it's place in a second.  Stepped down. and realized that this was not the case when the shooting pain shot through me and my eyes welled up with tears. 

I don't plan on ever giving birth-but lamaz is good to get through any kind of pain-and that's kind of what i did.  and a whole lot of asprin.  and adrenaline. 

Ozzy fans are crazy dedicated people.  And they range in ages from very young to very not.  They were waiting in line starting Thursday night.  It was absolutley insane.  A blast.  it was fun.  and I'm so happy i got to be a part of it.  bummed I didn't get to meet Sharon-but hey those are the breaks.  I follower her on twitter-so it's ok.

So chronicles from the couch.  My butt hurts.  I'm so sick of sitting forever and ever. Leg up leg iced horse pill taken.  Can't move in my sleep.  Ugh it sucks.  But it's getting better-and I'm hoping it keeps going that way. 

Late Night Food Escapades

A new..um..hobby has started in my life.  Late night food escapades.  A search for the best late night food joint/diner/dive/etc. 
There's something about late night food.  And 24 hour establishments.  They either get you all excited to clog some arteries in a flavor orgasm OR you cringe at the thought of whether or not the spatula fell on the floor and if the cook replaced it, and if he didn't was the floor at least mopped in the last week.  Yes.  I know-it's exciting.  But really-it's important research.  Which one has healthier options? Which one has the best hash browns?  The best pancakes?  The best cobb salad?  The cleanest bathroom?  The quickest service? The funniest clientelle?  And the list goes on and on....  So that's it in a hand bag.  That is what is on the horizon.  Look out world-here we come!

Every end leads to a new beginning.

New Year's is probably my least favorite holiday.  I'm trying to give it a shot this year.  Using it as a point of change for myself.  To work towards new (or old) goals; mentally recharge and reattack life, take stock of where I am.  I'm a reflecter and analyzer.  I've been reflecting a lot lately.  And I do need to make some changes.  Keeping those in mind at all times and when I want to be weak will be the challenge-but I have to.  I can't let fear hold me back; change is not always a bad thing.  Change is scarier here because I often feel like I'm by myself-no extended family to fall back on if a decision goes wrong.  Makes it a little riskier.  Doesn't make it less possible or necessary.

I'm also grateful for what I have and the people in my life.  Even the ones I don't get to see or talk to often.  It amazes me how there are certain people in your life who, no matter how long you've been apart, you always feel like they've been there everyday inbetween. You're still as close, and whereas they may not know the day to day details of your existence-they know You.  And that is comforting and grounding and wonderful. It's precious-cherish it. 

I'm grateful.  And I'm going to be better this year. 

Vacation to me...

3 days off in a row!  Usually I don't like being off that long in a row because you have no idea what's going on or what's happened in the store while you were gone.  Bit right now-I am stoked to not have to go to work!  It's a mini-vacation!  I have a chiropractor appointment and a In The Hieghts excursion tomorrow.  I slept in today and will stay up late and read nonsense and sleep in tomorrow.  That is how a vacation should roll (well since I can't go to Hawaii).  I also have a Bed Bath and Beyond trip in my future (yay gift cards from sisters!) 

The house has been so quiet these last few days that I will be a bit sad for everyone to come home and make it a little louder.  But I'm not letting that ruin my vacation either.  Besides the roommate is bringing home new toys!  PS3!  Yay!  Oh Blu-ray you are in my future!  And games-i'm not a big gamer but I'm looking forward to learning.  And if that Wii ever gets back to this house that would be nice too!

Oh vacation!

Merry Christmas

Tis Christmas Day (or night) and all through the house we hear A Christmas Story on the TV set.  "You'll Shoot Your Eye Out!"  plays on loop in our head as the fruit cake does sommersaults in our stomachs.  A white Christmas is great when home with a fire but less than welcomed when roadtripping through cornfields.  But a star bright peaks through the clouds and leads us to our home, where the twinkle lights on the tree warm the front room.  Wrapping paper and empty boxes litter the floor with small children passed out under the tree, smelling the pine and sap and dreaming of the fun they'll have with the new toys and games (and snow) tomorrow.  As Ralphy shoots his eye out, we laugh and think fondly of past holidays when we were once young, and filled with pie and sugarplums.  And as the snow begins to fall again to softly blanket our houses in innocence, we fall asleep as contented as can be.

Merry Christmas!

A New Day is right around the corner...

Ugh.  That's basically all I can say.  I guess the stress is showing. 

You can't please everyone-and I know this.  It doesn't stop me from wanting to please everyone-however, foolish the idea.  And I usually don't stress when I don't-because I do have a semi-realistic bone in my body.  But something is going on and I have no clue what.  It would be great to not wear my emotions on my sleeve-it would be great to be able to hide everything like I used to.  I was pretty miserable then though, I'm thinking more miserable than now.  It's just a rough patch, I know.  I'll feel better in a couple days-can't dwell on this and let it bring me down.  It just sucks. 

On a completely other topic (bipolar moment)
Chocolate covered marshmallows rolled in graham crackers!  So good!  A smore without the fire-but still pretty darn tasty!

I Should Be Sleeping

I should be sleeping.  Work is only 7 hours away.  But I just got home and am decompressing. 

It was Ugly Christmas Sweater day today-what fun! It was a blast to see te booksellers and customers laughing and gawking and having a goodtime-all from some ugly sweaters.  But hey-whatever works!
It does feel a little more Christmas-y.  We have this slush they call snow on the ground now.  Winter is a little more present.  Although the weather has been so tame lately that it's hard to believe that people don't think global warming is happening! 

We put up our Christmas tree this week too!  It's gorgeous-a frasier fur!  I know I've already blogged about my gorgeous Christmas Tree-but I'm just too in love with it to not mention it again. 

I'm almost done Christmas shopping.  I'm on a search for something for one more person-who is proving to be a bit difficult-probably because I'm not sure that what I want to get him actually exists-but I do have a less personal back up.  But I am totally one of "those" customers now that goes into the store with the question that no one knows how to answer because I don't actually know exactly what I'm looking for because I don't actually know it exists.  Why haven't I Googled it?!?!  Ugh!  I can't believe I wasted all this time...!

Happy Holidays!