Saturday, March 21, 2009

My own Telenovela

So I have found that drama is created for lack of anything better to do. People are just never happy-and instead of working harder on making things good or better-they'd rather help someone elses life become worse. I mean don't get me wrong-In work I'm never satisfied-I always want to be better and push myself. It's competitive-that's what I like about it. But I don't want to be thebest because I made someone else the worst through less than integral actions. I want to be the best because I do an awesome fucking job.

Times like these really make you step back and see that life isn't all about being the best-not if you're taking it home with you every day and letting it consume you. Slow down! The journey is important. The Spaniards are a great reminder of that for me. I may think they're a little more of the slow down mode that I would like-but they're enjoying life a little more than I. So I need to fix that, because I want to enjoy life to it's fullest. It's not always easy. Bills and responsibilities can put a damper on things at times. But that is a part of life. And sometimes we just have to face that and learn to live with it and pick out the good. It's there.